Taylor Swift

Our LOVE STORY began at FIFTEEN.You were FEARLESS and I said HEY STEPHEN.I would listen to TIM MCGRAW and get TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR thinking of THE WAY I LOVED YOU,FOREVER AND ALWAYS.You made me CRAZIER on THE OUTSIDE.I said SPEAK NOW and you said STAY BEAUTIFUL,don't ever CHANGE.You have A PERFECTLY GOOD HEART that makes me feel like I have A PLACE IN THIS WORLD.I SHOULD’VE SAID NO but you said BREATHE,YOU BELONG WITH ME,so JUMP THEN FALL and I will catch you.

I just want you to be here with me :/

Sorry that I love you

All about her,her and HER :)

Hey! So,today rasa macam nak cerita about my freaking awesome Geografi teacher,Miss Jahirah :) Yeah,the woman with blue baju kurung :) She have been the best teacher among the all teachers in CBN and I think no one can beat her,she always help us to settle our problems either personal problems or school problems or friends problems! She will try her best to solve the problems or else she will try to make us chill and be happy! So,if Miss Jahirah is reading this post,I want to say sorry for everything,from A-Z. So,this is a song I created just for you, ''Back to April'' :-

I'm so glad you made time to teach me
Hows life tell me hows your boyfriend
you haven't told me about him...
You've been the best among all the teachers
Teaching me bout life and everything
I hope you know that we love you

Cause the last time you teach me,I didn't really concentrate
cuz the fact is I hate Geografi

So,this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for everything
I go back to April all the time
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to April all the time,turn around and change my attitude
I go back to April all the time

These days ,I always thinking about you
Thinking about how are you right now
Are you just fine or you're sick

Then I think about April Fool
I lied you about choral speaking
And realized how happy I am when I'm with you

And the cold came,the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You teach me everything and all I gave you was bad results

So,this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for everything
And I go back to April all the time
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to April all the time,turn around and become a good student
I go back to April all the time

I miss your funny laugh,your sweet smile
That always make me happy
And how you held me in your arms on 5th April
The first time we take pictures together

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if you be my teacher back,I swear I'll change my attitude

I'd go back in time and change it,but I can't
So,if you forget me as your student,I understand

So,this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to April all the time

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to April all the time :)

*Just change the lyric,Tone still the same macam ''Back to December''*

I hope Miss Jahirah will come to CBN back and teach us Geografi back,but I don't think so because Miss Jahirah will be teaching in UIA as an English teacher.So,yeah,Good luck for your future,all the best,Miss J <3 Always know that CBN always love you :)

I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you want the same for me :/

Important dates for me to remember!

Petsiblings:-
24/3/2010 - With Farihin
25/4/2010 - With Hannah
26/6/2010 - With Luqman
24/11/2010 - With Ira
26/3/2011 - With Haiqal
26/3/2011 - With Kaissa
27/3/2011 - With Megat/Ekal
27/12/2010 - Allysya

Birthday:-
22/11/1998 - Farihin
25/11/1999 - Hannah
14/2/1998 - Luqman
11/2/1995 - Ira
21/2/1998 - Haiqal
19/7/1999 - Kaissa
27/3/1998 - Megat/Ekal
3/12/1997 - Allysya
29/4/1998 - Pauly
21/1/1997 - Nazura/Wawa
21/1/1998 - Ainin
21/11/1997 - My Birthday!

DONE! :D

xx,
EllyMnsha

A day with them is better than a thousand days without them :)

Hey! Got story for ya! on 15th March 2011,I just hang out with my beautiful bitch! Pauly and Ainin Sofiya :) Yeah dah baik already with Pauly,Dia minta maaf :D Haha,pape je la,I just wanna story about my day hang out with them :) They really made my day :) At first,janji pukul 12 but then tukar time,janji pukul 11 pula sebab I have to top up my Touch N Go card,Pauly tidur lambat so dia tak boleh join,dia kata jumpa KLCC pukul 12.Okay fine,aku keluar dengan Ainin je la nampaknya en but doesn't mean kalau tak ada Pauly tak fun en,still fun baidawey :D Aku naik LRT Aliran Kelana Jaya from Ampang Park,turun Kampung Baru,ambil Ainin then kitorang turun Pasar Seni.I top up my Touch N Go dekat sana la :) Then aku bawa Ainin dekat Central Market,rambang mata Ainin sebab semua barang dekat sana like AWESOME SHIT! Aku bawa Ainin dekat satu kedai yang jual keychain,aku nak buat satu keychain for her,then dah tulis semua terbocor rahsia ku,Ainin terbaca apa aku nak tulis on that keychain -.- then Ainin nak balas budi baik aku,dia buat dua keychain,satu for aku and satu lagi for Mary :D SUWIT TAK? xD Yeah,I do love her,love her so much! <3 then kitorang naik LRT pergi KLCC,jumpa mamat hot! Ainin menggatal -.- jkjk xD then,kitorang jumpa dekat depan Milano :) makan dulu la en.Dah habis makan baru Pauly sampai,then pergi panggung wayang tengok cerita apa nak tengok then last-last tengok BIG MOMMAS :D Like Father Like Son xD sumpah lawak! kami gelak bersama-sama.Teramat la kuat,kami gelak seperti baru habis ambil laughing gas,padahal tak ambil k! x) Dah keluar wayang,kitorang pergi kedai camera,usha DSLR xD lepas tu,kitorang pergi Ampang Point,main bowling :D Damn awesome! Even though dapat tak dapat 1st place,I mean I got 2nd place,so yeah apa yang penting,E N J O Y! It was really fun! My favourite day with them ever <3 Thanks to you girls :D I is very the happy :) I love you guys loads kay! :D:):*:P:B:3

xx,
EllyMnsha

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

xx,
EllyMnsha

I love you not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

xx,
EllyMnsha

We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart?Because the other was given to someone

xx,
EllyMnsha

F R I E N D S H I P

Friendship often ends in love but love in friendship never ends.

xx,
EllyMnsha

I'm so lucky!

I'm so lucky sebab on a day dah macam gaduh with many people, Pauly, Ira, Nazura, and my cousin,Aqeelah. Semuanya sebab palau, memang hobi manusia kot palau orang :) And aku jadi mangsa palau. Bila diorang palau aku, aku sabar je! Bila aku palau diorang,reti pula nak emo apa semua, haa,macam tu la perasaan aku bila korang palau aku -.- tahu pula nak marah, then bila korang palau aku, ada pernah faham tak macam mana perasaan aku?! Korang just fikirkan perasaan korang je en, tak fikir perasaan aku, perasaan budak yang kau palau semua, memang wajib ke palau-palau ni?! Wajib eh? Tak tahu pula aku, kaykay, lepas ni nak palau semua orang, dah semua orang palau aku en (Y) baik tak payah hidup kalau kawan palau -.- ANNOYING tahu tak? Aku rasa kalau aku je asyik nak kena mengalah dengan korang, aku je yang nak minta maaf dekat korang sedangkan aku tak buat apa-apa salah,baik tak payah la!

Gaduh dengan Pauly sebab aku tak tunggu dia dekat bus stop dekat dengan LRT Ampang,JUST FOR THAT ONE DAY -.- selama ni dia lambat, janji pukul 8.30pagi paling lambat 9.00 pagi, tapi dia datang pukul 10 pagi, Haa, aku tak pernah pula nak palau dia apa semua macam dia buat dekat aku sekarang! Aku sabar je tunggu dia,tapi bila dia sampai awal, and aku lambat seminit dari waktu yang ditetapkan,dia terus bla, bukan nak tunggu aku,FAIR ke tu?! Tak en! Aku pun ada tahap kesabaran weh! Aku memang dah lama bersabar dengan Pauly ni, but sampai kali ni, I don't think I can just forgive her just like that, Aku tahu ni perkara kecil, tapi kalau dah sampai nak PALAU, I would take it serious -.-

Gaduh with Ira sebab ENTAH -.- waktu rehat sesi pagi, I'm waiting for her, then dia tak datang, kfine, aku mengalah, habis perhimpunan kedua sesi pagi, aku tunggu depan tangga on the way to her class, tapi dia patah balik then lalu the other way, memang best tau kena palau dengan PETSIS sendiri! Aku teramat la happy :') ANNOYING la doh, tak tahu apa masalah then nak palau-palau -.-

Gaduh with Nazura sebab PALAU juga -.- dia palau Ainin and aku :) DIa dengar aku panggil dia, tapi dia tetap buat bodoh -.- bila tanya asal palau, dia cakap sebab kitorang palau dia, kitorang tak pernah nak palau orang sebab aku tahu macam mana perasaan dipalau,but it's okay, at least aku dengan Nazura dah okay :)

Gaduh with Aqeelah sebab family problem, my mum gaduh dengan her father, then sebab tu, whenever I try to call, or text her, she won't answer or reply it -.- Is that called PALAU? Yes is it? Semua gaduh dengan aku semua sebab PALAU -.- Then at last after 2 months my mum and her father gaduh, at last she posted on my wall, reply my wall post, at least dah baik :) so okay la en :D

Pening la nak solve problem aku dengan PAULY AND IRA -.- I just don't know what's wrong sampai nak palau semua, takkan sebab benda kecil je pun nak gaduh?! That's a stupid reason k! Hmmm, I will try to figure out what is wrong, I will :D

Kaykay, dah, I'm done :) Bye readers :') Thanks for reading this stupid post :D

xx,
EllyMnsha

Ira's birthday

Hey, today (11/02/2011) is my kakak's birthday :D Aku wish dia tepat pukul 12,aku hantar dia text, post on her FB, ask on her Tumblr, ask on her Formspring, and now post on my blog :D I hope I can make her happy as much happiness as she gave to me,anything for her, I LOVE YOU,KAKAK!!! <3

xx,
EllyMnsha

Emo Skull

There's always love between boys and girls :D

There's a male in female, there's a man in woman, there's a he in she,there's a you in me :)

xx,
EllyMnsha

What is love??

Love? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there

xx,
EllyMnsha

Fall in love again x)

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground

xx,
EllyMnsha

Nothing hurts me more than you...

Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart,
But nothing hurts me more than you,
Because you broke my heart.

xx,
EllyMnsha

Love

You will know when you really love someone
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

xx,
EllyMnsha

Don't make me fall on you

Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

xx,
EllyMnsha

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

xx,
EllyMnsha

L-O-V-E

When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...
When i hold you i was afraid to love you
Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.

xx,
EllyMnsha

You can't wrap love in a box, but you can wrap a person in a hug.

xx,
EllyMnsha

Kissing you is all that I've been thinking of :)

xx,
EllyMnsha

Roses are red, but cherries are redder, She maybe smarter but I like you better xD

xx,
EllyMnsha

Hang out with my girls :)

Hey guys, last Sunday (30/1/2011) I just hang out with my girls :D First time keluar one group, excited gila dapat pergi ramai-ramai but sayang nya tak ramai bawa camera, ada 2-3 orang je bawa, so gambar pun sikit :( shoo sad... Anyway kitorang pergi KLCC :) Kiotrang berkumpul depan Petrosains, then buli Pauly suruh pergi beli tiket, last-last semua dah datang except for Jannah, kitorang pun masuk tinggalkan dia, bila kitorang dah nak masuk, Jannah sampai, nasib xD then kitorang masuk Petrosains :D kitorang always together-gather :) so tak ada yang hilang xD and then after 3 hours akhirnya habis, kitorang keluar from Petrosains, pergi makan :) Jannah and Pauly makan Subway, then Fatin, Azrin Sofia and aku makan McD , Ika and Izalea makan Milano :) then dah habis makan, rasa macam tak nak balik lagi, tapi Izalea and Ika dah balik, diorang pergi Snow World, kitorang (Sofia, Jannah, Pauly and aku) pergi tengok cerita Khurafat, Fatin and Azrin first-first nak follow, tapi tak boleh sebab parents diorang dah nak ambil, so yeah, tinggal la kitorang berempat tengok wayang :) Sofia pengecut gila, dia ambil handbag aku then tutup muka dia sebab dia tak berani nak tengok hantu tu, aku pula kalau takut aku pukul Pauly, then Pauly menjerit dekat telinga Jannah, mangsa nya?! Jannah xD dah habis tu, semua pun balik with our own transport, sumpah best! I hope kitorang boleh keluar lagi ramai-ramai! You guys made my day, I really really appreciate this! Love you guys! <3<3<3 :D

xx,
EllyMnsha

3 In A Million :'D

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything, but I'm sure all my best friends here learned the meaning of friendship because we always be together no matter what,and I think without them I'm nothing :) They all are like my own family, I really love them, they always be there for me, and they are just everything for me, I hope you guys are reading this, and you guys will know how important you are in my life :)

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Dear Pauly,
You are my bestie, dalam blog aku ni pun dah berapa kali aku cerita pasal kau, kita dah banyak kali hangout, kita dah tempuhi banyak benda bersama *ayat xD . But seriously kay, dalam banyak-banyak kawan aku, mak aku hanya percayakan kau, Puteri and Nazura. Kira kau boleh dipercayai la, be bangga please xD anyway, kalau kau tanya aku, macam mana aku nak balas budi baik kau terhadap aku selama kita berkawan *4 tahun, aku akan jawab 'kalau aku banyak duit, aku dah belikan dslr untuk kau :) and aku rasa tu pun tak cukup untuk membalas budi baik kau tu', sebab kau dah baik sangat dengan aku, walaupun kita dah bergaduh, kita baik balik, tak sampai satu minggu mesti baik balik, kau tak kedekut dengan aku, kau selalu belanja aku, aku pun selalu belanja kau, kita selalu belanja each other, kadang-kadang kau annoying tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku dah biasa dah dengan perangai kau tu, then macam-macam la kenangan kita, kenangan pahit-manis semuanya ada kan?! xD Aku akan cuba sedaya upaya aku untuk berikan hadiah yang paling bermakna sebagai tanda persahabatan kita sebab kau pun dah bagi hadiah topi tu dekat aku, so thanks for everything, anyway, Happy New Year,Pauly Na ** ** ** ****!!! :D

xx,
EllyMnsha

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Dear Puteri,

Kau ni pun sama je macam Pauly, kau pun kawan baik aku selama 4 tahun, mula-mula aku pun tak boleh percaya bila kita jadi best friend sebab orang macam kau ni gedik, mengada-ngada tapi walaupun kau macam tu, pejam celik pejam celik, kita dah berkawan selama 4 tahun dah kan! haha, tapi aku ingat, yang Pauly yang jadikan kita kawan, tapi persahabatan kita bermula from bus Uncle Lee kan?! :') haha, you're still my best friend no matter what, I'll keep that promise :) kau pun annoying tapi macam mana pun kau, I have to accept the fact that you're my friend :) Happy New Year,Puteri Shareeza ***** ******* ***** ******! :)

xx,
EllyMnsha

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Dear Nazura,

Haha, kau ni aku ingat! Kita baru kenal 8/1/2010 tapi kita dah jadi best friend, sekejap je, sebab kau ni baik, sebab tu aku layan kau dulu, kalau tak, tak ingin aku nak layan kau :P haha, anyway honestly, kau ni memang baik,lawa,hot,amazing and I'm proud to be you best friend, Aku lucky gila dapat kenal kau :) Aku tak pernah jumpa budak hot macam kau tapi layan orang yang tak hot macam aku :D *please bangga xD haha anyway, aku ingat, kita jadi kawan from bus Abang Nik,hikhik, dah nak dekat setahun dah kita berkawan :'D sebab kau, aku kenal Nisa, and Nisa is my best friend now, I thought dia sombong, when we really know her, we will really love her kan!? haha, thank you for everything, babe :) without you, I'm nothing! You are my forever kembar. Happy New Year Nur Edzlynn Nazura ** *** *******

xx,
EllyMnsha

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haha, to those yang tak masuk tu, I'm sorry, but I just tulis 3 orang yang paling I rapat :) but still, you guys are still my friends :) still need you guys in my life :) to Pauly,Puteri,Nazura, haha, aku still tak tulis full name korang kan?!haha, keep my promise kay ;) nak cakap one thing je, FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT,ENOUGH SAID, PLEASE DON'T CHANGE? ;( SUSAH GILA NAK CARI KAWAN MACAM KORANG, LIKE 3 IN A MILLION OKAY!!! *I REALLY MEAN IT ! INGAT TAK LAGU TEMA OUR FRIENDSHIP??? THE ONLY EXCEPTION :) INGAT TAK THE TIME WE PLAN AND PILIH LAGU THE ONLY EXCEPTION AS OUR THEME SONG,YEAH, KENANGAN 2010 :) BYE GUYS, TAKE CARE PEEPS :) HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS :) BE HAPPY ALWAYS!!! :D

xx,
EllyMnsha

This is shoo sweet

Okay, seriously this is so sweet, menangis baca post ni! Thank you Pauly <3

xx,
EllyMnsha